yes, you are better than me

nycaj9 @ 2004-12-04T18:08:00

2004-12-05T02:09:29Z

friends only. don't worry, you're not missing much.

horses

2004-04-17T11:49:27Z

been busy with planning the fucking spring break trip. its driving me 'nuts'. we're going to Shen Zhen, Hainan Dao, and Yunnan (to see Shangrila). it's going to be arount $650 for a 10 days of traveling.

just came back from the outskirts of beijing. me and some e.a.p. kids went horseback riding. the train ride there was miserable. about 4-5 hours standing up (well, we sat a lil on some spare space of other peoples' seat). for some reason i got pissed at the four people sitting down. i wont go into why but i did give them the finger extensively, to their face.

horseback riding was painful. not what i remembered. my fucking horse wouldnt gallop when i wanted it to. when we were on our way back and the horse wouldnt stop trotting and galloping. i seriously couldnt take it. it was a long route home. oh god, it hurt. i thought i wasnt going to make it.

on our way back from the small village, i kept thinking about cody. that fucking sucked. anyways, i realized that he is such an asshole. his reason for breaking up is such bullshit. i think theres something else behind it and he is too much of a pussy to just come out and say it. well, he did kind of but i think ive blocked that Out. i should just come to the realization that he what he did because his feelings for me somehow changed (which, i guess, is what he said) i dont know, its all a blur.

i dont think i'll ever find someone that would match him though.

Fuck This Shizznit

2004-04-04T04:22:28Z

As I sit here with my hands in my pants, I am in a terrible mood. Aside from the ubiquitious issue of studies/midterms coming up soon, Cody saddens me so. I truly believe now, he is starting to get over me. He never talks to me really, blah blah blah. I mention it too much too him, I m sure he's starting get get sick of the question, but I never get an answer. Whatever, trifling emotions soon pass whether they're life changing or not.

Word to LJ Buddies - As you all may know, I am currently in China and will remain here until August. Please do not delete me as your buddy, it is just hard for me to get internet access here sometimes. Your cooperation is greatly appreciated.

wednes to the day

2004-03-25T09:39:57Z

god dammit god dammit. my whole post just disappeard. i dont even want to write anymore. ill just mention a few special people then im out - atthegreat and midiwar

A DAY FOR MOURNING

2004-03-23T09:45:04Z

OH MY GOD, I CAN'T BELIEVE bad_porn IS NO LONGER IN SERVICE. I AM DEEPLY SADDENED.

Pumpkin

2004-03-23T08:33:49Z

Hung out with danny last night. it was grand. We rented Pumpkin and ate Alertos mexican food. Pumpkin was good. Danny said it fizzled in the end. All i know is that the retarded kid is hot. I found it funny that it was a rivalry between Riverside and Orange County.

i miss Beijing and my EAP friends dearly.

heh whatever

2004-03-21T11:06:22Z

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the OC. There and Back Again by Blibo Baggins

2004-03-21T10:26:23Z

i m back in california now. when i got off the plane though (which was delayed for four hours) my dad yelled at me because im a fuck up. i would call europe using this mci calling card thats only meant for the u.s. and when my dad got the $600 bill last night, he was livid. i always do stupid shit like this. i should just die because i m so worthless.

anywho, i put my simm card in to my cousin william's extra cell phone so i could use it for a week. i wanted to check my voice messages that i didnt get to check after i had gone to china, but alas, i forgot my password. ill call customer service tomorrow or something. you know, i must say, cingular sucks. atleast with t-mobile, it was 24 hour customer service. i like that.

after arriving in l.a. i went to see my grandma but she was 'sleeping' for the whole day. i dont even think she knows i went to see her today.

then went to eat pho.

then hung out with cousins william and andrew. we watched 'my bosses daughter' ( horrible, just horrible , well i guess it was borderline ok...maybe ) , then went to 'guppy teahouse' in cerritos (major 'azn' hang-out), then went back to will's and watched...underworld? i cant remember the name, you know, the movie where there's a war between vampires and 'lichens' (warewolves). the premise is completely retarded but i guess the movie wasnt too bad.

i dont miss america much.
but i cant wait to get some indian and mexican food.

i apologize for the excessive use of quotations and parenthesis.

its been awhile

2004-03-16T12:55:56Z

yes yes, the computer is slow.

im going back to america this saturday for about
a week because my grandmama is sick in the hospital.

i like the group of e.a.p. kids im with. we talk about sex and human excrements all the time, which makes me feel like im at home. we have lots of good times together because we have the same retarded humor. others who observe us would probably think we're dumb though.

finally bitched my way up to level 102 chinese ( which is third year , i think) but now it sucks because its so hard. we have homework all the time. my other friends in 102 dont get as much but its fine by me, it makes me study harder.

i know i have other things to say but i cant think of them right now. oh , someday maybe ill be able to post pictures. ohh, there was a great shot of a ratty disco ball in a manhole outside my dorm but when i wanted to take a picture of it, it was gone, which sucks because i had 2 weeks i couldve taken it but i lagged so much. i was very sad.

i miss cody dearly.

no more cell phone

2004-02-16T09:29:32Z

dude, i got my phone jacked by a little begger kid at tianamen square last night. that little turd.

well, im only speculating. there are several possible scenarios , but this one was the most logical.

nycaj9 @ 2004-02-15T17:07:00

2004-02-15T09:09:23Z


Marriage is love.

in the words of joseph (a.k.a. j sir)last night at the beijing punk show...fuck bush.

nycaj9 @ 2004-02-09T18:40:00

2004-02-09T11:08:02Z

ok, i cant believe that hangthebloodydj is gone. with no warning. it makes me feel like, did i do something wrong?

anyhoo, most notable - so, we went over to beida university (which is the equivalent of harvard in beijing...and we'e like the yale/princeton) to play mafia with the other eap /uc kids. i drank a whole lot of strong chinese alcohol, then had a cigerette. well, me and ciggies dont mix well, ever, yet i never learn my lesson. anyways, i dont feel so good and i keep farting like what in front of this really cool guy. then i passed out in the lobby of the really nice dorm/hotel which must have looked really trashy. then i puked in my friends toilet and laid on the bathroom floor for awhile. i ended up spending the night in melody's room (a nice girl) and took a cab back to my university at 8:30am. then i had class at 10...and im placed kinda low since i didnt try very hard on my placement exam. the teacher talks slow and the kids in the class still dont know what shes saying. anywho, im gonna try to change levels, but that requires taking another test. i wont bore you with the details...yes i will, basically, i suck at reading and writing because its been a while since my last chinese class and ive only learned the traditional version , never the simplied version that they use in china. makes it harder.

i think im starting to become a faster typer. yay. well, but i mess up a lot . but still, i am a speed machine.

oh yea, and drama happened in our dorm but its a lot to wite about. me and my peeps were thinking about making it into a movie. its nothing scandelous, just hassles with rooms...and we inadvertantly uncovered an illegal internet scheme in our dorm. you see, this guy just reanted space in the dorm/hotel to sell internet connection to us students...but we're not allowed to have interennt in our rooms ( dorm policy) and whoever has it get s fined 500RMB. we mentioned it to the front desk because my friend wanted to change rooms so she could get access (since the signal only goes so far).... basically we blew this guys cover. the thing is, my roomate has it and i hope she doesnt get fined now since the school knows about it.

i lost my key last night and it cost 100RMB to replace it. mother fucker. i just thought id throw that in.

bei to the jing

2004-02-03T03:49:04Z

been here a couple days. right now im just really missing cody. i havent talked to him on the phone in ages. well, ok, like a couple of days, but still, i m a big baby.

beijing is fucking cold. colder than europe. its 1 degree celsius with high winds. the wind - now thats the killer.

lots of people dress uber tacky here...to the point where i got a little angry. i mean, its like everyone, even when theyre trying to dress nice just look tacky. its not like that in japan, im sure. oh well, im not the biggest fashion queen so i wont go on about it too much.

visited the beida campus and met other eap students there. today we're gonna go to the summer palace. i think imma go lie down now.

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-30T08:45:00

2004-01-30T16:46:33Z

g'bye southern california, hello beijing

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-27T13:47:00

2004-01-27T21:47:58Z

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-25T15:49:00

2004-01-25T23:57:01Z

ill be leaving for china in about 5 days... er friday, so whatever that is. been busy with shit that amounts to nothing in the end.

today is tiffanys birthday. we are going to eat at il fornio or however the fuck its spelled.

went to casual_solitary's birthday party on friday where we ate at lazy dog cafe in huntington beach, then roller skated at fountain valley skating rink. it was ace ;)

tomorrow i have an appt with the big guy at century 21 to get a part time job, even tho ill be in china for the next 6 months. how will this all work out? i dont know. the main thing is i ll just be m.i.a. for training courses. god, i hope this doesnt make me look bad.

bought brooke's present today. i got the same thing she did tho, so we'll be twins. cant say what it is in case she reads this shit later.

oh yea, and i hung out with danny on friday too. we bought tee shirts and embroidered letters to make our own stuff. trite, i know, so shoot me. im making a shirt that says 'paisley' and dannys is guna be 'baxter'. i also wanted to make another one that says 'reject' on it but cody says that was too emo/high school and wouldnt want to be walking with me when i wear it. hah. i understand, but i still think its funny.

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-16T00:30:00

2004-01-16T08:38:50Z

these past two days have been a joke. i been trying to get the last two college course credits for my real estate licence, but cant seem to do it because ima retard. real estate finance is jibberish, just jibberish.

sat in on the sociology of sex class with brooke and liz.
got the late fee charge waived on my citi card. woo hoo.
i really want to listen to ace 80's music *lol, i got that from you...but im probably not using it right* and dance the night away with killxlynly but id be afraid to do it in front of a bunch of elitest scensters. lalalalala

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-15T09:19:00

2004-01-15T17:19:22Z

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-12T22:12:00

2004-01-13T06:14:13Z

the sexiest lips ever

why, its cody , of course!
i love himmm
i just hope he's not dead right now

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-12T21:42:00

2004-01-13T05:42:26Z

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-12T16:50:00

2004-01-13T01:03:44Z

ORTHO EVRA IS SO EXPENSIVE AND I DONT HAVE HEALTH INSURANCE. AND WHEN MY HEALTH INSURANCE DOES KICK IN, IT WONT COVER IT.
$44 AT SAVONS AND AT SCHOOL, $37 AT COSTCO. IM NOT EVEN GOING TO BE FUCKING FOR THE NEXT SIX MONTHS...BUT I GUESS I NEED IT TO REGULATE MY MMEENNSSTTRRUUAATTIIOONN. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

got my papsmear today::clapclap::

didnt pay for pictures i got developed at savons because it sucked. first time i did something that remotely resembles shoplifting.

eating like a pig even tho im going out to dinner with brooke soon.

i think imma go back to savons and return the presription i got but a mere hour ago, and pick one up at costco. why do i feel there are going to be major complications with this? because i am cursed with minor inconveniences everywhere i go.

worried about cody. i was talking to him one night and his phone batteries went dead. then he didnt respond on aim. now i havent talked to him in a couple days.
worst fear - he's laying dead in his room from a freak accident (like he fell and cracked his skull open) and none of his house mates know.

hey, so a shelyville does exist in illinois. thats awesome. i mean, i knew there was an actual springfield, but didnt know there was a shelbyville. i suck

DANNY AND PARIS HILTON

2004-01-11T02:19:32Z

"she's my idol because she does nothing but spend money"
-danny

GOLDEN KEY

2004-01-11T01:54:58Z

ladies and germs, i am now a member of the golden key honors society based on being in the top 15% of my school and giving them $60.

the knitting factory: hip hop party-not my cup of tea but i always go to these things. it was only steve and greg that went, tiffany and her bf bailed ( not surprised ). we shouldve been more drunk, maybe then we wouldve enjoyed ourselves. the boys didnt have much luck with the ladies, which i just cant understand.

I CANT DANCE

after 2 when they closed up shop, we went to mann's chinese theatre to look at all the hand prints. they were shooting a movie near there but we didnt get to see any action.

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-09T13:04:00

2004-01-09T21:04:48Z

i just cant trust asians with my hair, especially vietnamese. does this make me racist?

my hair looks like shit now.

nycaj9 @ 2004-01-09T10:15:00

2004-01-09T18:17:14Z

todays plan: lost in translation with midiwar

jeanette's birthday party at the knitting factory with greg, steve, tiffany, and tim.

now lets see how it all turns out.